Kelley Bromley

I’m so tired… but I have to get the details done at least half way through, otherwise I’ll have a hell of a lot to do tomorrow. I can barely keep my eyes open… I’m exhausted :( I think I would actually cry if someone told me we had until Tuesday or Wednesday instead of Monday - just because then I could get some sleep… I need sleep sooo bad =/ Ugh… back to the books.

I’ve decided you cannot curl into a ball small enough to make exams go away. I hate exams. HATE THEM. They cause stress, and headaches, and indigestion, and overall unpleasentness. I have to get an A in this course so that my PhD comprehensive isn’t on any and every topic in neuroscience - the process leading up to writing an A paper on Monday morning at 8:30am is a long, agonizing one equivalent in torture to slowly boiling yourself alive… sorry to be so gory =/ I just really hate exams… I never did like them, but in undergrad I could suck in information quite quickly, and as I’m getting older it’s harder and harder to do, heh. And it’s not just that - I’m dead tired to boot. As you can tell from my previous posts, I haven’t been getting much sleep lately, heh. Lionel and I watched “Fantastic Four” last night (good movie by the way) to take a break, but it doesn’t help the impending doom feeling… nothing can prevent the inevitable MONDAY from coming, and time only gets shorter *sigh*. I don’t imagine anything else in life could be so stressful as this… I mean, my PhD defence is going to be on research I’ve worked on for years and I’m the expert in what I did, because I did it, lol. This is entirely different. I don’t even like neurodevelopment!! It is VERY difficult to study something you don’t like… grrr… I hate exams :(

I just want to go to sleep and wake up with all my courses done so I can research like a good little grad student… I think I’m going to be sick =/